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Hello people!Happy New Year. Finally it's 2014, I am old. Feeling so OLD and I am already 23 just that my birthday is next month. NEXT MONTH! It's already January. Oh no! I must stop ranting of feeling and getting old on New Year. Must be awesome for the coming months and the coming year. Hong Kong trip is just next month. Time flies oh man. New Year, New Chapter, New Story and of course New Start Off. Kicking off the New Year waking up at 12pm. How awesome can it be? No one is at home and i am all alone for the New Year. How miserable. Went for New Year countdown last night over KL. Dinner at Ben's which was the last dinner for 2013. Feeling great because I've a bunch of youthful and bubbly friends around me. Nothing beats having them around you. New Year Eve was nothing and it was my first one celebrating with friends. For the past years, I will always be at home counting down in Facebook and off to bed. 2013 was quite different as it was my first time counting down for New Year in KL with friends. But sadly it was an uneventful one. Nothing much but all the hooligans spraying stupid foams around. Really, those foams should be banned. So dangerous and the chemical smell was so strong that i was chocking the whole night. Pungent smell from all those foam sprays. For the coming new year eve, we will be booking a hotel room over KL. Definitely the one in Ampang. Traders Hotel. It's gonna be magnificent view of fireworks from the hotel room. We shall countdown and party in the room. No way i gonna torture myself by counting down with crowds and what not hooligans. Last but not least, I am ending this post with , Happy New Year everyone and I hope for the bright future ahead of you, joy from all around the world with a good and healthy life. Be awesome for the brand new year. Happy 2014. Labels: 2013, 2014, Food, Friendships, New Year, University, Year End Last Day of Twenty-Thirteen
Bonjour!
The last day of 2013. How time flies. Definitely feeling old and as i am turning 23 in two months time. Sometimes i just wish the time can slow down a little. Moving too fast that i can barely catch up. Looking back on what have i been doing in year 2013. Growing up and learning from the mistakes i made in the past. Definitely making me stronger now and also as i grow i can see how people i met behave. Different attitude and behavior where i couldnt just please anyone as they wish. 2013 definitely gave me a lot to learn. How i learn to ignore some unnecessary things and what people are doing. Non of my business anyway.
How i learn to accept that no matter how much you've done to someone who matters alot to you, they wont change their mind. How i gone through all the pain and hardship in letting someone once so special and important to you. But today, I know a relationship doesnt work that way. No matter how much you've been giving, you need two person to tango. Anyhow, it's a past and a valuable lesson. :)
One thing that made me happy was my trip to Paris. It was a dream came true. Every girl's dream to visit the city of romance. I am actually proud of myself and also very grateful for that trip. It's a very memorable visit to Paris and I am sure I'll definitely go back for another time there. Never thought that I'll be visiting Paris at the age of 22. Kinda proud of myself.
God has been great to me for having a group of good friends. Even though you may dislike each others behavior but still I love them alot. This group of good friends not only taught me but they correct me as well. Though most of them are younger than me by 2 years old but well they are one awesome people to be with. God never failed to give you something good ahead. Leaving that bunch of people was a wise decision because what matter is that how they accept you. Accepting you for all your bad and good sides. Feeling grateful for having them around. I am sorry if i ever hurt anyone of you.
Dear Yao Yi, Dora, Jia Min and Ann,
Having you girls around are the best thing on earth because of all those crazy comments and laughter you all gave me. A very memorable one during my university year and I hope this will last till all of us bump into each other buying diapers and baby's milk in the supermarket. Anyway, if i ever hurt anyone of you, i am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. I didnt do it purposely. I wish you girls a great future ahead and a great new year. Getting good results for this semester and the coming one. Thank you for being there for each of us. I'll never forget the birthday celebration. It was an awesome and the most memorable one for me. Being old is a part of life but with the bunch of you, i dont even feel old.
It is a blessing for knowing a bunch of good friends.
Ending year 2013 with a bright smile and a happy heart. There will only be one resolution this year, do what you want when you're young and be happy with it. Follow your passion follow your dream.
Flying is my passion, my dream. :)
Happy New Year and Welcome 2014.
Labels: 2013, Ending 2013, Friends, Friendships, Girlfriends, New Year, University, Year End Confession #101
I just started my new semester few days ago after my Paris trip. It's gonna be a busy semester after all as it is a long semester with 7 subjects registered. After being away for almost two months abandoning this little space of mine, today i decided to post an entry and it is about a confession i want to made on certain individuals. Nobody said it was easy Let's start off with this bunch of friends i made during my first year in university. To be honest, the first time of having them as friends was quite a tough one for me because after going through the awful things with my ex best friends i learned to be anymore close and protect myself from being harmed. What i actually told them about my past was the truth from me but it is up to you to believe me or not. I've never asked anyone to trust on my side of stories because if you really know me well enough, you will soon notice what sort of person i am. I can be very nasty at times and i can be very nice too. It depends on how i am being treated. With a whole heart or with a motif. And, unpleasant things happened with the friendship. Yes, i might be irritated with some of the friends in the group and yes, i admitted i posted nasty things about you on Twitter. Do you ever know why i did that? Do you ever wonder? Do you ever try to understand? Part of it was my fault, because i shouldnt be posting nasty things to hurt your feelings but do you know the feeling of being abandoned after a trip with the group of friends which you claimed to be best friends in university? That's far most awful than things i said on Twitter. I can be brainless for not taking care of your feeling but the question is, have you taken care of mine? I told you that, it quite difficult for me to get close with anyone at the moment. Everyone has been tolerating, and have i not? After being yelled in the middle of the lecture hall claiming I am stupid and fuck you? I gulped down and forgave. Nevertheless, I dont regret of losing this group of friends claiming that they look upon this friendship. Honestly, i dont. Because if you do, you will never do that to me. I dont find it offensive anymore reading your blog because afterall you have your own thoughts and i have mine. It is your space and your blog. Well, i no longer hate you because to hate a person it is tiring. Next person, the person i used to love and care for. Dear Scott, Well things went outta hand and things went wrong. No one to be blamed for the end of the relationship. At first, I am angry but after a period of time i settled down and think of what actually went wrong. It is not you or me. Just we aren't meant to be together as a couple. We all have different thoughts. I am sorry for not replying the message where i said we shall remain this friendship after the relationship ended as it is priceless to have someone who we can talk whatever shit with. Like you said, it is a waste to lose such friendship. To be honest, it quite a challenge for me not to reply you because i really want us to remain as friends or maybe best friends but I need sometimes to chill and cool down and also to get rid of the feelings. The only thing i can do was to stay away from you and hate you with all my guts. Well i did hate you for quite sometime. Finally, i can put it down. The chapter ended. But now, i no longer hate you anymore. Just taking you as a friend i met online and friend who shared common things with. That's all. Well, maybe you're mad at me or hate me but it's all right. I was to be blame for being rude. I am sorry. To my bunch of beautiful ladies, (Yao Yi, Ann, Jia Min and Dora) I am really glad to have you all around me. Been through ups and downs with. You girls were there when i need someone to talk to the most. Angry of some particular person on my behalf. You girls are awesome. The feelings you all gave me was different from any ex-best friends. The way you all treated me. Honest. Even though, there might be some arguments on things and different views on different things, after all we still remains close. Thank you so much for all the things you girls had done for me. And, I am sorry for being nasty sometimes. I dont mean to hurt anyone of you. I hope this friendship continues till we are old. I love all of you. Labels: Confession, Friendships, Girlfriends, University  |
