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Hello,I guess today is gonna be the best day of my life. It reveals everything. It shows how nasty can people be sometimes when they said "You have us". Dont ever fall for those words. They are actually just being hypocrite. I am not sad but i am happy because what i said was right. Dont trust anyone. I am worst, you are not any better than me. I admit that, i am not a good friend but i will at least try to be one. And, i really take you all as one. Slowly i see, towards the end how i got treated? First of all, The incident between M and me. ( I can reveal your name if you want) She was having a terrible backache and i knew that. Was asking her some stuff and was being shouted with the word "Stupid" at the end. Being so pissed, i tweeted about it and some of it is kinda rude with "Bitch,please" Whole conversation stirred. Both was pissed. And then she apologize with that and slowly at the end i do as well. But, does anyone come over and ask me what's going on? You people only listen to another party and not both. From that day onwards, anyone of you care of me? One tweeted "I sick la" or "Emo" Everyone asked why. Did anyone ask me why? Though i said I emo? Once i was emo because of my mom and did anyone comfort? What did you say? "Everyone cannot stand at your behaviour anymore for being so emo".(Something like that) Did anyone really ask how are you and stuff? I have bad habits okay. No one is perfect. I shoot/comment on people because i only talk on what i had experienced. Sometimes, i am harsh but i apologize after what i said on the spot even though sometimes i dont take the first step. Someone bug your friends, just ignore. I know it is hard to do that, but if you didnt ignore he will be happier because that is the motive. I said that, and it makes that i am wrong. Another one, having a best friend far more than a best friend but not in relationship. I said, I dont trust the guy. Hello, be clear alright. What i said, you guys said i harsh and had bad habits on making everyone so sad. Other people said the same thing, you listened. What is this? Not that i wanna say all those thing but i take you all like a close friends that's why i said all those. I dont give a damn if i dont treat you as one. Dear M, If you think that the birthday celebration of yours was your well said close friends now around you that surprised you, well to be honest, i created a group and i asked each of them do they want to celebrate for you with a cake? I treat you as a good friend thats why i wanna surprise you. Do you think that i am so free to do all that? Coming out from home extra early to buy you a birthday cake when no one(close friends in gang) even suggest/bother to buy you one. I said all these not to gain sympathy but to let you know i treat you as a close friend of mine. Sometimes, i am being sarcastic to you but mostly i said sorry (i hope you remembered that i apologize) even though no point apologizing like what you said. But it is okay, i accept most of the thoughts you think of me. I accept the fact of people can be so harsh. Thanks for being so honest to me to let me know that even you guys are wrong i am the worst. Thank you. Dear V, You need someone to listen to you and well not being harsh to you but sorry i am harsh for all those words eversince you broke up. For me, that is the only way to make you realise that you need to overcome and not to care what other may judge you. Mouth is part of their body and they have the right to talk whatever they want. Though you hate that guy to the extreme for harassing your friends but if you continue to care about it he will be happy because that is the motive to make your life miserable. He wants to revenge. If i dont take you as a close friend i dont even bother to take initiative of asking. You might think i am being nosy but it is alright. You couldnt stand kissing scene, just dont look at it. Dont come back and keep on commenting how bad was it. Not only the listeners felt irritated but the one sitting beside you felt so. It is time to accept that because it happened in every movie. Even Twilight/Harry Potter. Thanks for revealing the truth that I am a pro actress. Yes, there is something in my heart that i didnt say it out and my actions proven it. Same goes to you. You never be honest and your actions proven it as well. But anyway, thanks for making my life with laughter. Dear S, So far i am not that close to you compared to M and V, i guess you are mad because i said about your polka dots shirt? I am sorry for that but you once said your friend said it kinda loose. Was reminding you so that he will never repeat what he said again? Anyway thanks for all the funny thing you said. Dear C, My first impression on you was that you are not a friendly one. To be honest, i kinda dont like but now i like you as a friend alot after knowing you for the rest of the sem. Well, thanks for talking to me even though things happened. Beside apologizing, thanks alot for your honesty. If you wanna hate me with all your guts, go ahead. I dont mind.  |  |
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